animalistic
acts of desire, lust, procreation, choice
intellects driven by biology
biology driven by a small singularity
all for the sake of breeding
I feel I could see the galaxy in his eyes
but all I see is debris of past desires
that’s all it is the wanting the needing
the hopes for being special different unique
cliché
he says he loves me
he prays at night we’ll love each other forever
he says I am the one the chosen one
the voices in his head command
she’s yours
it’s all he wants to own
to conquer subjugate deface
he’s driven by biology
biology’s driven by a small singularity
all for the sake of breeding
I close my eyes inhale deeply
my heart is longing to be whipped
with authenticity and quirkiness and lust
I act as if I want to be loved understood appreciated
but all this is is just another yelp for intimate connection
desire to be devoured ravaged ruined wrecked
by love by lust by the electric nodes of interpersonal
connections
we all do want the same
embraced entwined and scooped by our loved ones
we fancy love like child fancies ice cream
with sole desire to find an answer to the “I”
in other person’s eyes
Anna Meshcherova 